so, here i am, sitting in my hallway, ipod on random, no longer wiv the massive hang ova that i had this morning. las nyte was very.....intresting? had a few revelations, SC took me to the slug and lettece for my pre 21st bday clubbin nyte. my old drama teacher was there HF, was reeli nice to see her again, had a catch up, but HF had to leave early coz she had a chest infection, well i think it woz? she kept coachin and splutterin. me and SC were ment to go to hampshire bulevard, but it seems that as SC gets older she cant handle her drink coz she was tired and wen home, but gave me her door keys so that i cud get back in2 the house after hampshire bulevard, i woz stoppin at hers u c.

wel, to one of the first relevations that i had las nyte, i work as a temp at zurich insurance, and i hav to get a coach that they provide so that i can get in2 work each day. so, there is this guy who gets on, who i quite fancy, and i cud swear that i hav caught him lookin at me a few times, but me being me, i havnt done anything coz im not confident enuf coz my gay dar is shit! lol. wel las nyte i saw him clubbin in hampshire bulevard las nyte, which means that yes he is gay, which did make my nyte, and i saw him lookin at me, which im thinkin means that i actually have a chance monday, but im not gona make the 1st move, its jus not my style, lol.

another revelation that i came to las nyte was that i have be uncanny ability to hold my alcohol, seeing as i spent £50 las nyte and was not paraletic, which pleases me, lol. another thing that happened was that sum random lesbian kept tryin to set me up, which was kinda annoying, but hey, if it gets me out there on the scene, its a small price to pay.
altho, i jus dont understand how i can attract lesbians but not gays. i hav 1 gay friend, who's bin dating his boyfriend for 3 years now, and is having an affair, which he kindly told me las week, im all for being open, but thats jus too open for my liking, but anyway to the point, 1 gay friend, lots of lesbian friends! why?!

well, like i say, the hangova has worn off, and now iv jus realised, its another fucking valentines day where im single, great, but thats all gona change....hopefully.

no this is a long post, but its my first, so there, lol.

see u lata xoxo