pissed off!!!

wot is it wit people, thinkin they can tell u wot to do, and friends tellin u are lying to other friends!!!

ok, so heres the story, there is this quy who likes me, i like him, but not in the same way, i like him as a friend, and have made it clear to him that we are friends, which he is fine with, but he has said certain things on a certain social networking site, that cud be see as telling every1 that he likes me, he asked if he cud put it on the site and i sed ok coz i felt bad sayin no, coz it wud be like me saying he's not good enuf for me.

anyway, one of my friends added him to her profile because she 'curious' and started to talk to him, apprently he talked bout me alot. this friend sed i woz leading him on and that i needed to cum clean to him and stop lying and him and jus tell him that i dont think hes good enuf for me.

id like to point out that thats not wot i think, i may hav fort that at first, but after gettin to no him, i dont think that anymore, im jus not sexually attracted to him, he asked if it cud ever happen between us and i told him wen it cums to dating, i have 2 rules, no1 younger than me, and no friends coz id rather hav sum1 as a friend than date them and fuck it up.
he was fine wit this.

my other friend who says im lyin to him thinks differently, and told me so, wit a big attitude, b4 cuting me off on msn, wit sum lousey excuse about going away for the weekend, this friend also found out bout this blog and started reading it, even tho i told her specifically that i didnt want friends reading it, coz this is my outlet area where i get things off my chest and they may read sumthing they dont like. well friend, u sed u wanted to be mentioned in my blogg, u got it, hope u enjoy reading this!!!

on a high note, iv deffinately got my zurich job for 3months, so all my debts are gona be paid off!! woop woop, and im also working 2morrro and monday down gunwarf, so thats £75 in my back pocket!! i start zurich on tuesday!!!!! the bitch is bk!!

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old job bk

hey, well, good news, iv got my old job that i had at college bk, im now gona be working the rides down gunwarf for the kids, that will be weekends as cover for people who want days off, then when the summer cums im gona be working there full time earnig myself a lot of money, lol, also, ill be probs gettin another job at zurich again by the looks of things, if i do that starts next week, so things are looking up!!!

cant remember if i mentioned it on here, but a guy wanted to take me out clubbin last monday nyte, and i went, well it woz free, i got completely drunk, and ended up walkin bk from bedhampton all alone, pissed outa my head going bk home to pompey, i got home at bout 8am jus in time to c my lil sister going to school, turned out as well that the guy who took me out had given me £20 to get a taxi home, but i forgot coz i woz sooooo drunk, wen he foned me tuesday to see if i had survived the trip, he told me this, i didnt believe him, so looked in my pockets, and low and behold, there woz the £20 in my bk pocket, he told me to keep it, so i made sum money that nyte, lol.

also hes decided to take me to lunch this friday coz iv got a new job, lol, after 2 1/2 months of trying, lol, its finally happened, lol.

SC my best friend has gone away for 3months, so im missing her, but shes writing a blogg so i can keep up wit her travels, lol.

my friend RS has decided to leave his boyfriend, he told me the other day and asked if i facncied going on holiday wit him in october if i saved my money, which im gona do coz i wana go, so the money i make over the summer will be payin for that, lol.

also, fort i wud look for sum new gay friends thru gumtree on the web, iv had 2 replies so far and both of them are fat, ugly and looking for sex, even tho my add clealy states im looking for gay friends to hang out wit, why is it always me?

1 of my friends another RS (girl) has decided to add the guy that i went out wit on monday to facebook and i dont no why? he didnt no why either and wen i asked her bout it, she hasnt relpied? so im sitting here wondering why? lol.

i have discovered that i like metro station, fucking awsum band!!!!! love their music, the only problem is that they have ties to hannah montanna, coz the lead singer is her big brother, lol, but still they are a great band!

also, to make a bit extra cash, i saw that sum guy had posted an add on gumtree saying he wud give bj's to guys for £25 a go, now this to me sounds like a good idea, so im considering doing sumthing along the same lines, i mean £25 a blow, im good at it, enjoy it and id be making money, sure, most people wud feel this is amoral, but im a moral person, i jus have a very grey moral area, and this sorta thing falls into that grey agrea.

well ill let u no wot i decide.

bye

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